Angry and armed wtih lipstick

DAYS LEFT TO GO: 360
BOYS KISSED SINCE PROJECT HAS STARTED: 2
MENTAL BREAKDOWNS: 2
I hate boys.

They dont have brains intheir head: jsut dicks. Cuz they act like ones, and they think with it.

My ex, John, asked for a boobs picture.


Naturally...like the good person i am...i flipped him off......

I hate that. Guys are so stupid. No on etakes me seriously. I am a person.
I think.
I feel.
I live.
I breathe.

I am not jsut a kissing booth with boobs.
I'm more than jsut that.

I'm smart. I like black roses with thorns. I love mystery movies, and i also love western's. I love all types of music excpet banjo music. And i hate plaid.

But no one cares...as long as they get to see my mounds on my chest, they could listne to my bull-shiz all day.

I'm done.
Im happy that im doing this. It willbe good for me. 360 more days to go.
yay.



Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle

More Determined than EVER

DAYS LEFT TO GO: 361
BOYS KISSED SINCE PROJECT HAS STARTED: 2
MENTAL BREAKDOWNS: 1

Do you take me seriously?
I mean... i dont think anyone does.

I was talking to my Ex-BF's friend, Ricky, last night and he kept bugging me to get back together with him(my ex. not his friend), or at least kiss him and make him better. (he's upset.)

And so i told him of this project, and he STILL CONTINUED TO PRESSURE ME TO GET BACK TOGETHER WITH JOHN!

and then i nicley flipped him off...AND HE STILL CONTINUED TO ASK!!!!

So i reminded him of this, and he said...AND I QUOTE!!!!:

"Oh...wait...your serious about that?"

i killed him.
ARREST ME FOR MURDER I PLEAD GUILTY!!!

SO then the next day, i went around asking peole if they took me seriously. They said they did, but i can see it in their eyes and in the sweat of their lip they did not.

Do i just talk, and does it go through your ear?


Im not just boobs attached to a living kissing booth.

I feel. I think. I dream. I lIVE.

I'm not just that. Im smart. Im a person, like you.

And it kills me when people dont take me seriously.

No one thinks i can do this.

I'm goni to do this:

Not for my teacher.
Not for my friends.
Not for my ex boyfriend's friends.

But for me.

And yes.
IM SERIOUS.


Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle

God hates me

DAYS LEFT TO GO: 362
BOYS KISSED SINCE PROJECT HAS STARTED: 2
MENTAL BREAKDOWNS: 0


I think god hates me. Just as I decide to give up relationships and boys...my love life starts getting good.

i turned down 2 dates today!!!!

One with a guy in my gym class. he is hard core punk. He also stood me up on Valentine's day. he says he didn't...but whatever. i still had to turn him down, which was a hard thing because he gave me the puppy-dog eyes!!!!

the other was from this kid named brandon who i kissed in lunch yesturday. He's nice, but that i could pass on. just nice friends.

So thats my love life.....great right?
UGGG. i want to quit this project. It has only been 2 days, but it feels like FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR>

But im not a quitter.
I dont quit.
quitting is for squares!!!

I'll hang in there.

Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle

ITS NOT RAINING MEN...SORRY

DAYS LEFT TO GO: 363
BOYS KISSED SINCE PROJECT HAS STARTED: 2
MENTAL BREAKDOWNS: 0




HELLO!!!!

They all say i cant do it.

This is living proof that i can.
I am.


Hi. I'm Hayley Michelle, and this is PROJECT INDEPENDANT.

I am the MOST boy crazy girl in the world. Its a part of me.

Most people when they get upset, or angry...they eat. or shop.

I do both.
And i also blog.

Alot.


This blog will be updated everyday, atleast once a day, about my day and how i am going on the journey of discovering your self worth and value. (isn't that the same thing? oh well).

 This blog is also a Stream Of Consciousness!
So some RANDOM AND WIERD THINGS MAY ACCUR!!!!!!

Also, check out my other blog: Surviving HighSchool...or at least trying.

Link below:

http://hayleymichellesurvivinghighschool.blogspot.com/

Love,
Hayley Michelle