More Determined than EVER

DAYS LEFT TO GO: 361
BOYS KISSED SINCE PROJECT HAS STARTED: 2
MENTAL BREAKDOWNS: 1

Do you take me seriously?
I mean... i dont think anyone does.

I was talking to my Ex-BF's friend, Ricky, last night and he kept bugging me to get back together with him(my ex. not his friend), or at least kiss him and make him better. (he's upset.)

And so i told him of this project, and he STILL CONTINUED TO PRESSURE ME TO GET BACK TOGETHER WITH JOHN!

and then i nicley flipped him off...AND HE STILL CONTINUED TO ASK!!!!

So i reminded him of this, and he said...AND I QUOTE!!!!:

"Oh...wait...your serious about that?"

i killed him.
ARREST ME FOR MURDER I PLEAD GUILTY!!!

SO then the next day, i went around asking peole if they took me seriously. They said they did, but i can see it in their eyes and in the sweat of their lip they did not.

Do i just talk, and does it go through your ear?


Im not just boobs attached to a living kissing booth.

I feel. I think. I dream. I lIVE.

I'm not just that. Im smart. Im a person, like you.

And it kills me when people dont take me seriously.

No one thinks i can do this.

I'm goni to do this:

Not for my teacher.
Not for my friends.
Not for my ex boyfriend's friends.

But for me.

And yes.
IM SERIOUS.


Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle